I never realised it... I actually believed I WAS cool then... Then my best friend, Ruz, called last night and we decided to read our diaries from Sec 2 and 3... I was so disgusted I don't think I want to re-live high school... It was the era of mega boy-crushes, girl gossips, major backstabbings, and more boy-crushes :) So we'd write it all down in our diary... Cute.
Some entires I found quite facinating:
Natz's:
"Sorri 4 not coming 2dae... I juz didn't feel like it... The reasons:
1. Don't 1 2 see Ms Lims face
2. Haven't do Maths
3. Dunno what was last week's Art hw
4. I lost my Pancaran Bahasa book. Scared must stand outside.
5. I don't 1 2 see Nath's face... "
Typical excuses for skipping school...
"Do you know what's my new hobby? You wouldn't believe it... it's stitching!!"
Okay... I probably won't be able to face anyone again after revealing this entry... But I thought it was good enough to win "Nerd of the Century" Award... It was something I wrote for this guy I really liked. Sec 2 material, okay.
"You melt my heart so deeply that I can't feel,
The happiness welling up inside me, that's real,
This broken heart of mine can never be healed,
Until you say you love me, like it's such a big deal.
Your every move makes me sway,
As if a big wind is blowing hard against me,
I need to know how long will you be away,
Until you come back, I'll be able to breathe.
Your eyes are as sweet as a puppy's,
Your heart is as heartwarming as the fire,
When I see you, I scream "Whoopee!",
Like you are my only desire."
... I'm getting goosebumps...
Ruz's:
"... Before I start, let me name my crushes... hahaha... here goes nothing!!...
Filbert (Filly), Dexter, Jan Fazley, Hidir, Simon! (ahem), Wilson, Ashley... "
Lol... Ruz, Ruz... Sorry to humiliate you publicly... But I couldn't help it :P
"He walks pass... man... I'm having a nervous breakdown... awww... Fil just walk pass me again... now sitting beside BJ... gosh... I'm watching his every move... gosh... he's sitting opposite me now!! ahh... natz... he's so gorgeous..."
Ruz... I don't mean to be rude but... Wait 'til Filly reads this! Hahahaha!!! Sucker.
"Natz... can i tell you something? I know i'm not supposed to write this... Natz!!! He was eye-ing at me... he looks by the side siak!! alamak... i'm melting... he really likes me~~ hahahahaha... Natz... the way he eats Oreo is the same as me... hahaha... amazing!!"
Errr... NERD ALERT!
But I think it's just a normal phase of high school to go through these things... I mean, for a girl. Phew, so many crushes we had. They came and left. Each time one left, a new one came in. And the tiniest signal of attention we got from them was considered "love"... Ewww... Sombody bite me.
posted by natasha @ 8:00 AM
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